I got know about SBS Gayo Daejun after watching the cf teaser. Omg, the CF is sooooooo kawaaaaii~! ^^ Check it out. I bet you'll fell like wanna cuddle them. ^^ ;
Then me and Tsuki watch aaaall cuts of girls groups singing boys groups' songs and boys groups singing girls groups' songs. Uwaa~! I really love to watch them! :DD The girls do the Heartbeat, Ring Ding Dong, Heartbreaker and Sorry Sorry. ;D The Sorry Sorry performance is performed by some of SNSD's member, but non-exist of Taeyeon and Tiffany make it perfect. [;And boys, my fav are all of Muzik, Bo Beep Bo Beep, Sign and the cutest of all, Mister. Well, baby face Yo Seob is there. Of course it is. ^^ Here they are;
Girls Group;
Boys Group;
1- Gee
*look at Heechul oppa. Even women are not pretty as her him. :O
2- Bo Beep Bo Beep.
*Aww, 2PM got cute paws. ^__^ I love Nickhun and Wooyoung here. <3
3- Mister.
*Aww, Yo Seob oppa is sooooo cute! ^_^ Plus the cute guys, Nichkhun oppa, Wooyoung oppa and Gi Kwang oppa make it cuter! =3
4- Sign
*Lol, Jokwon! xD Hell yeah, nobody can't beat the ssanti king's dance. ;D Wait, he's on Gain part ? =) *Chansung oppaaaa ! :DD
5- Muzik
*At first I thought the blonde hair guy was Heechul. It's MBLAQ's cutie magnae Mir! =D Aww, he's so pretty! ^^ *p/s: Joon oppa looks hot here. ;D
I'll use Malay in this post to express my feeling . :)
Uwaa~ ! Rugi gila balik kampung Christmas harituuuu ! ><
At the very first plot on 25 December 2009, my whole family baru nak pack up barang-barang untuk balik kampung. Dahlaa Ummi sempat lagi nak sapu mop satu rumah. Omg, you can't imagine how my house was. It was veeery crowded. Haha, this reminded me of Home Alone. x] me and Tsuki was the first dah siap packing barang-barang. Sementara tunggu diorang sume, Yui sempat tengok 8tv cite Korea Sparkling Break Dance. Boring ouh. Nothing interested pun, but I spotted that tempat break dancing competition tu dekat Incheon, area rumah parents MBLAQ's Park Sang Hyun a.k.a Cheon Dung/Thunder, adik 2NE1's Dara. *Panjang gila explanation. xD* Ni pulak reminded me to MBLAQ's Mir bagi explanation rumah parents sape tah kat Star Golden Bell Challenge. Detailed gila. xD
Senaye, ada makna kenapa Yui bukak 8tv. Sejak azali lagi, Yui memang dah lama tertunggu-tunggu menanti M-NET AWARD kat 8tv pukul 1.30 pm masa Christmas haritu. Oleh yang demikian, saraf-saraf kepala otakYui pun makin binggeul binggeul *rujuk pada lagu b2st; bad girl* memikirkan macam mana nak tengok. Dah lama berfikir, Tsuki suddenly dapat idea. Her idea was pujuk Ummi Abah naik kereta Honda Ummi sebab ada tv. :D Yui dengan rasa happy tak terhingga can't resist the haengbok and jumping like a kangaroo. :DD At first, Abah nak naik kereta Pajero dia but thanks to Tsuki yang pandai pujuk orang kitorang ended naik Honda. Pheww, I'm so lucky to have a sister with Kpop love. :)
Abah started the engine and blast off on 12.30 pm. Tsuki and me keep waiting 1.30 pm to come. I hope it was 2PM to come but since 1.30 pm is a big time for KPop, I rather wait for 1.30 pm. x] We keep waiting, and waiting and waiting and stop! What? All of us except Abah will eat first while Abah pergi solat Jumaat?! Noooo! Yui tak perasan masa tu hari Jumaat. :OO Takpelah, Abah memang dah wajib kena solat so that's okay. But time makan tu Yui sangatlah resah gelisah takut tak sempat tengok, espeacially masa makan ayam. Yui makan ayam tu macam dah tade rasa pape dah. A few minutes ago, Abah datang and makan kejap. Sian Abah, lapar. Sementara abah makan tu, Yui & Tsuki sneaking masuk kereta and terus bukak tv. Haha, cuba teka sape muka mula-mula keluar kat tv tu? Joon's beloved daddy, Rain! :DD Dia bagi sepatah-dua ucapan. Omg, Rain was soooo Minhwan..? Haha, you betcha, they're really look alike. Well, Joon oppa's papa is hotter for sure. ;]
Lepas Abah dah haibs makan, kitorang teruskan perjalanan sambil menonton televisyen. Tetiba Ummi terfikir nak belikan kasut baru untuk Adam kejap sebab kasut dia sume dah kecik. So kitorang berhenti kat Budget Store somewhere around KL. Diorang sume keluar pergi beli kasut Adam kecuali the girls siblings; me, Tsuki and Arisha. Whoah~ it was a blast. 2PM singing Super Junior's U and SS501 singing DBSK's Rising Sun. Masa Rising Sun tu boleh nampak DBSK cheer up SS501.Yunho Papa & Changmin oppa siap berdiri tepuk tangan lagi. ^_^ Then masa Kim Shin Young announce pemenang untuk apa entah, Ummi Abah dah masuk kereta balik. Cuba bayangkan, it's just a 2 years old kid's shoes and my parents took 30 minutes untuk cari. Sounds weird huh? Senaye Ummi Abah belikan Yui and Arisha baju sekali. Saja je. Tsuki padan muka kesian sebab takde saiz baju. Alaa, kat almari baju tu dah belambak. Rileks laa.
Yui and Tsuki memang syok gila ah tengok haritu. My favourite was Wonder Girls' Nobody perforamnce. It was awesome. Sebelum diorang buat persembahan, dia ada tunjuk video. The vid was Wonder Girls' Soohee make-up in the dressing room. Pastu dia tunjuk ada mystery guy nak sneaking masuk dressing room tu. Then bila lelaki tu masuk, Soohee hilang and he revealed his face. Guess who? It was 2PM's Chansung. Haha, sakit perut tengok Chansung pakai baju sort of like detective. He was sooo innocent. ^^ Comel pun ada jugak. x] My second favourite was Big Bang and Lee Hyori's performance. They sang Lies and Haru Haru. Oh, Daesung's solo is my fav too. It was so funny. xD
Kitorang teruskan perjalanan sampai kat Petronas somewhere kat Melaka ni memang cari nahas dengan Yui. Masuk je kat Petronas tu line dah takde. Uwarghh~! Why Melaka did did this to me?! Because of that, Abah tutup terus tv sebab langsung dah tade siaran. *tooooooot* betul laa! =.= Lepas melihat Big Bang menghilang di depan mata, Yui terus tidur. Malas nak sakitkan hati lagi dengan kisah di Petronas.
Pastu Yui rasa mata Yui dah cukup lama berehat so Yui bangun dari tidur. Tengok-tengok dah sampai Muar. Heh, bagus sungguh tuan puteri dari planet pluto ni. Tak menikmati langsung perjalanan. x] Btw, sampai Muar je kitorang beli mee bandung. Mula-mula ingatkan nak makan mee bandung kat rumah Mak Tuk tapi tengok Mak Tuk dekat rumah Nek Wa, my only moyang. Kitorang singgahlaa datang rumah dia saja nak tengok dia. Sekarang ni dia tengah sakit. Kesian~ Dah tua sangat. Kesian jugak dekat Nek Wa sebab tak dapat makan mee bandung. :( Lepas makan mee bandung, Yui dengan Tsuki saja main lapTOP. Suddenly, an unexpected accident happened right before our eyes. Tok Ap nak tangkap sekor ayam jantan ni tapi tak dapat, then ayam tu tetiba terbang tapi dia salah landing. Ayam tu ter-landing kat akuarium ikan. Ikan tu gigit kaki ayam tu sekali & pukul ayam tu dengan ekor dia. Sebelum sempat ikan tu gigit lagi, Abah sempat ambik ayam tu. Lepas dah lepaskan ayam tu, tetiba ayam tu hinggap kat kaki Tsuki. Haha, Tsuki had a trauma with breathing chickens [ayam hiduplah tu] since that incident. xD Alaa, trauma trauma pun makan ayam jugak. Gedikk. :P
Maghrib dah masuk. Kitorang suma solat Maghrib dulu, jama' sekali dengan Isyak. Lepas dah habis solat, hehe~ Yui & Tsuki menanti jarum jam tepat menunjukkan pukul 8.30 pm. Boys Over Flower [BOF] ~! :DD Saja nak tengok balik kat 8tv. Dulu dah tayang kat KBS World.Tapi en, boringlah dia alih bahasa Cina. Tak nampak real. -,- Btw, we had a television war with our Abah. Dia nak tengok berita, kitorang nak tengok BOF. Nasib baik lah berita selalu banyak iklan, banayak chance nak tengok. Heee. :] Kitorang dengan syoknya, dengan terliur tengok kehenseman F4 [tadelaa sampai terliur. -.-], khusyuk tengok cite tu. Lama sikit tengok, tetiba Ummi tegur *pointing on Hyun Joong* "Ni bukan laki hensem yang rambut pelik kat tv haritu?" Whoahh, Yui terkejut gila Ummi ingat lagi muka Joongie oppa. 0_0 Ada sekali haritu Yui tengok cite Happy Together sambil urut kaki Ummi. Masa tu first tima Yui dengar Ummi sokong Yui yang berkenaan JKPOP nih. Yui jawab balik "A'ah, laki tu." and sengih macam kerang busuk. x] Haha, yea, it was suprising but more shocking is Ummi cakap dia hensem..? Wahh, memang terbukti bahawa kehenseman Joongie oppa memang tiada tandingannya. ;D *Park Jin Young lagi hensem lah! xDD*
Then kitorang balik rumah Mak Tuk letak baju-baju and siap-sedia tempat tidur kat ruang tamu. Kitorang malas nak tidur kat bilik Mak Ikin, takut dia bebel nanti. Maklumlah, kedekut taik hidung masin. Hajjah Bakhilah betul. -.- Nasib baik ruang tamu Mak Tuk besaw *Melaka-ian's*. Lebih kurang pukul 11.40 pm, sume orang dah tidur. Yui & Adam je tak boleh lelap lagi, sambil tengok cite Santa Claus 2. Santa tak hensem lah. If baby boo Wookie was the Santa, I would be the happiest girl on the whole universal. :D Haha, let's stop this nonsense. x] Lepas beberapa minit, tengok Adam kat sebelah dah pengsan. Yui sorang je tak tidur lagi. Heh, menyesal betul tidur awal kat kereta tadi. Tapi Alhamdulillah tak lama kemudian Yui tidur jugak.
Esok pagi Yui bangun pukul 6.30 am solat subuh + gosok gigi. Ya Allah, sejuk gila pagi-pagi kat kampung. ;O Oleh yang demikian, Yui tangguh mandi pukul 9 pg. Sejuk sangat, tak tahan dowh. =___=
Yui dah mandi, Tsuki dah mandi, Abah dah mandi, Ummi dah mandi, Arisha pun dah man.. Eh, senang cite sume orang dah mandi lah. Then kitorang terus off ke kenduri kahwin adik kepada Pak Cik Rosli bapak kepada Suhaimi a.k.a Emi, Zikri a.k.a Iki, Umairah and Danish. Nothing interesting there. Yui sempat lagi membebel-bebel, complain kat depan bilik pengantin. Btw, tema kenduri ni warna biru putih. Maklumlah, orang BN. Pak Cik Rosli en kerja dengan Ali Rustam hipokrit tuu~ ;] Ada sekali masa raya hari raya haritu Pak Cik Rosli ajak Abah beraya dekat rumah Ali Rustam. Haha, Abah sah lah ignore je. Abah orang Pas. x] PAS HWAITING! Haha, sengal! xD Anyways, we were suprised with that Pak Long and his family was come too. Heh, berani tunjuk muka lepas dah buat war kat rumah Mak Tuk. =,= But I saw Abah tegur dia bagi salam and shake hands. Malu dia~ Tu laa, suka sangat salah faham dengan orang. Err, let's stop with this cruel story. It's a long story, about a war of our family on Abah's side raya tahun ni. :/ Anyways, part yang terbaik kat kenduri tu en, Yui dapat belon kat pintu gerbang pengantin. Hehe, it's not a crime to be childish, rite? :P
Lepas habis kenduri, kitorang balik rumah. Tapi sebelum balik, kitorang solat Zohor kat satu masjid ni, dekat je dengan kenduri. Omg, speacial gila masjid tu. Dia macam ada rupa tokong cina sikit. Abah kata masjid tu ada unsur cina sikit dulu ada cina nama apa entah masuk Islam and made the mosque. I'm in love with the mosque. Seriously cantik gila. First of all, sebab rupa macam tokong sikit tu. Second, warna dia hijau lumut. Third, kat depan masjid tu terbentang luas rumput karpet. Can you imagine how beautiful is that? ;D Yui sempat tangkap 2 gambar je. Memory card dah penuh. T^T Dahlah memory card reader dah hilang. Nasib nasib~ :/
Lepas tu kitorang terus direct ke rumah terus. Tapi en, masa sampai kat Shah Alam, Ummi changed her mind nak beli pizza Domino's kejap, makan kat rumah. Lepas kitorang dah habis makan, terus blah balik rumah. Kitorang sampai lebih kurang pukul 10.30 pm. [; Our journey ends there. Nasib baik Ummi kemas rumah awal-awal kalau tidak balik nanti mesti kelam-kabut. Kamsahamnida Umma! Aishiteru yo~! =) Kitorang mandi dulu, tukar baju, kemas beg. Then baru kitorang makan pizza. Perghh, memang sedap hingga menjilat kaki lah! ;D Sambil tu kitorang tengok Majalah 3. Ugh~ spoil ouh Majalah 3. Apasal lah kali ni pasal parkour? Buat teringat mamat perasan terer buat parkour sambil bawak komik kat Kyoushi Saisei jeh. -,- Lepas tu kitorang buat apa? Tidurlaa ! Penat weyh~ Ok lah, rasanya dah panjang sangat bercerita ni. Byebye. (:
Do you remember when I'm talking about miracles? Well, here comes a miracle at my tuition. If you did read my previous post, do you remember about the girl named Syafiqah I met in the camp that unexpectedly become my tuition-mate? Well, she is my only rival FOR-E-VER. thanks Jokwon. x]
Why she? Okay, let me tell you from A-Z what happened in the tuition last night. During the break time, Syafiqah found there was the Korea flag on the wall. I was really suspicious something about her so I ask her "Does she likes KPop?" and guess what? Yes she does! =) Wow, it's really great to meet people with same interest. ;D We had to hold our conversation in the class because we got some homework to do. When class over, we went toward the gate and wear our shoes. Suddenly she accost me that we have the same shoes. Wow, another miracle happens! =) We laughed together while went down to the stairs.
Then, I look around weather ummi has come or not. Suddenly, again, she ask me that really shocked me. This is her question; "Do you know him?" and showed me her phone wallpaper. My eyes was like Nichkhun awhile. I was like "Of course I do 'cause it's my baby boo Wookie!" ;O I answer her with a lil scream. "Eh, ni Wookie! Kita pun minat dia." Since that time, I feel like I can’t accept the reality. Plus, my heart was beating so fast till reminds me of 2PM’s Heartbeat and I hope I can scold her as much as I want! But I can’t. I have to control my anger. Syafiqah is a nice friend. It’s fun to talk to her about KPop. It’s not worth to end this friendship because of Ryeowook even though I love hubby Wookie more than her, LOL. Omg, this is really stressing me and makes my head spinning around. I got no idea what to do but accepting the reality.
Wow, this really reminds me of Jokwon oppa and his Japanese rival, Tany. First, we got same shoes while Jokwon and that Tany got the same style. Second, I’m Jokwon and Syafiqah is Tany, LOL! xD Well duh, I love Wookie more than her does. ececeh. x] I don’t care if I’m Jokwon. He’s better than that Tany gedikk. x] Hurmm, I wonder is this what Jokwon felt when someone tried to takes his pride as the ssanti king? That’s ok, Kwon oppa. We share the same fate. But you got an advantage. Your ssanti dance better than Tany so you can keep your crown while me and Syafiqah… It’s hard for me to live with other Wookie’s fans. It’s really frustating me out! Bak kata pepatah Rei, Yui kalau ada ichiban memang sungguh-sungguh. Haha, seems like Rei already understands me. x] Well, that’s me! ;) Rules number one, I’ll leave my ichiban with reasonable reason(s), for sure. Rules number two, the two L’s; love and loyalty. [; Huhu, jiwang jugak ye Yui ni. x] But that is so true, rite? Back to the top, I think I had to pretend as a KPop lover on Syafiqah’s eyes. I mean not as Ryeowook’s wifey fan. I think I made the right decision. I hope it works! Let’s see what would happen between us next week. Bye~! :]
Last but never least, the wallpaper she use on her phone was this picture;
Wow, Youtube really helps us a lot in searching for kpop news, huh? Well, I guess you'll never realize that kpop can be much fun when kpop fans involded. ;D
Lol, I accidently found this video on Youtube when I watch 2PM's Heartbeat Performance on MAMA. You see, this korean kid imitating 2PM singing Heartbeat before studying. Wow, that's the brilliant-est crazy idea I ever heard. Heartbeat song is like a nervous feeling [err, nervous for undone homework...??] so I think singing can remove the feeling...?? ^^"" Haha, don't you think so? LOL, this kid can be the next 2PM. xD
Today Tsuki got a special event, something with her school. [my old school] My whole family did came there., included me. Umm, I can see Tsuki don't get many prizes like that Maggie-haired-boy Fahmy. Omg, that boy seriously got a big brain. ;O Macam-macam jenis hadiah dia dapat. Duh, he also got straight A's in UPSR and Mumtaz [cemerlang] for the PSRA. [Penilaian Sekolah Rendah Agama] Hey, Tsuki's bestfriend, Atikah not bad too what~ She got 5A's for UPSR and Jayid Jidan [Sangat baik] for PSRA, like Tsuki's. Ugh~ Dammit-! My memory card reader is lost so I can't transfer the pictures. >,<
Anyways, good luck for Tsuki and Atikah tomorrow. Both of them got an interview in the school they requested for their secondary school at Klang. It's a Maahad Tahfiz school for girls. Maa maa, they planned to go to the same school next year. Aww, how cute~ ^^ Btw, Tsuki also requesting for the Maahad Tahfiz in Tanah Merah, Kelantan. Tsuki said she's hoping for a NO from them. LOL! xD Woi, sekolah bagus tu, cik adik oi~ Rezeki depan mata jangan ditolak. :p
Btw, tadi masa kat majlis tu terjumpa kawan lama. You see, ramai kawan lama Yui semua sekolah asrama penuh sekarang. Yui je tak sebab Yui tak nak stay Kelantan. =,= Eh, Yui dulu dapat tau Maahad Tahfiz Perempuan kat Kelantan tau but I got a bad feeling about this, neither my mom. Anyways, sebab kawan-kawan Yui ramai dekat asrama, it's hard for me to contact them. Oh yea, the old friend I meant was Putra. Omg, Putra changed a lot! ;O I never thought he'll come.
Tapi en, the 'BEST' part about him is this Maahad Tahfiz Lelaki Kelantan's student, Putra Ahmad Mahirudin loves to play that stupid Dota game Firdaus anak lelaki Zaharin punya pasal Yui tau and he loves to shuffling and Hardstyle Republic. Ya Allah, moden sungguh hafiz kita sorang ni ye? xD Well, I guest it must be his lil brother's; Mizwar Tauge thanks for remind me back, Put! xD the top 5 annoying guy I ever met's influence. =,= Well well, at least Putra is still same like before, still friendly. :] Oh, talking about Mizwar, tadi dia pun datang. His old friend, Azim bajet pun datang but why they didn't talk tadi? 0_0 Lantaklah, hal lelaki, malas nak amik tau. -,-
Oh oh, after I got back home from the event, I went to the desktop and watch this SO-INTERESTING-GAY-MUCH video AGAIN. I bet KPOP fans must know Brown Eyed Girls' Abracadabra. ;D
but this time let me introduce to you the Dirty Eyed Girls. ;D It's a cut from 2PM + 2AM's Wild Bunny. Enjoy! ;D ;
How was it? Feels like at the pub, huh? xD Lol, geli-geliman eden tengok! xD Bape kali tengok masih naik bulu roma tengok. Espeacially bila tengok that guy in pink. His name is Jokwon, from 2AM. His moves are the boom! xDD
Ya Allah, kalau mamat-mamat bapuk ni ada dekat sini sekarang sah dah lama kena dengan pencegah maksiat ouh. xD
OMG, OMG! The MV is out! :D Our cute Thailand Prince Nickhun oppa looks hot here. ;D But the dance steps looks like zombies. Wokayy, kinda scary. ~____~""
But... someone is missing. Where's Jaebeom? :(
Romaji;
Can you feel my heartbeat?
heartbeat (beat, beat, beat, beat)
hearbeat (beat, beat, beat, beat)
niga jitbalbgo ddeonan shimjangi
ajikdo ddwigo issuh
geugutdo neoleul hyanghae
ijeulyeogo amooli nolyukhaebwado
saelowoon saramdeuleun amoori mannabado
gaesok dashi ddo dashi dolaseomyun wae ni senggakman naneunji
ggeutnatdaneun gul ajikdo molla wae ileoneunji ihaega an ga
listen to my heartbeat (it's beating for you)
listen to my heartbeat (it's waiting for you)
nuh eh senggakae ajikdo apa gaseumi ddwilddae mada senggakna
my heart is beating faster and faster
my heart is beating faster and faster
my heart is beating faster and faster
my heart is beating faster and faster
Hangul;
Can you feel my heartbeat? Heartbeat Heartbeat 니가 짓밟고 떠난 심장이 아직도 뛰고 있어 그것도 너를 향해
잊으려고 아무리 노력해봐도 새로운 사람들을 아무리 만나봐도 계속 다시 또 다시 돌아서면 왜 니 생각만 나는지 안 할래 그만할래 아무리 내 자신을 달래고 또 달래봐도 아무 소용이 없어 내 심장이 고장나 버렸어 왜
왜 아직도 나는 이런 바보 같은 짓을 하는지 머리론 알겠는데 가슴은 왜 지 맘대론지 너를 잡고 놓지를 못 해 지금도 니가 나의 곁에 있는 것 같애 이별을 믿지 못 해
누굴 만나도 마음 속 한 곳은 열지 못 하고 계속 니 자릴 비워놔 올 리가 없는데 올지도 모른다고 왜 믿는지 가슴이 왜 말을 안 듣니
Listen to my heartbeat It’s beating for you Listen to my heartbeat It’s waiting for you 끝났다는 걸 아직도 몰라 왜 이러는지 이해가 안 가 Listen to my heartbeat It’s beating for you Listen to my heartbeat It’s waiting for you 너의 생각에 아직도 아파 가슴이 뛸 때마다 생각 나
잊어야 해 잊어야 살 수 있어 지워 버려야만 해 안 그러면 내가 죽어 Stop trying to get her back She ain’t coming She’s gone Gotta be moving on 갔어 오지 않아 그녀는 니 생각 하지 않아
그녀는 내가 기다리는 걸 전혀 모른 채 잘 살고 있어 그녀는 이미 날 잊었어 완전히 지웠어 왜 나는 그렇게 못 하니
Listen to my Heartbeat It’s beating for you Listen to my Heartbeat It’s waiting for you 끝났다는 걸 아직도 몰라 왜 이러는지 이해가 안 가 Listen to my Heartbeat It’s beating for you Listen to my Heartbeat It’s waiting for you 너의 생각에 아직도 아파 가슴이 뛸 때 마다 생각 나
My heart is beating Faster and faster My heart is beating Faster and faster My heart is beating Faster and faster My heart is beating Faster and faster
Translation;
Can you feel my heartbeat?
Heartbeat Heartbeat The heart you stomped on and left is still beating. It still beats…for you.
No matter how hard I try to forget No matter how many new people I meet I don’t know why again and again I turn around and think of you. “I don’t want to. I want to stop!” No matter how much I plead with myself It’s all useless. Why? Is my heart broken?
Why do I still do these foolish things? My head knows it’s stupid but my heart does whatever it wants. I can’t let you go I still feel like you’re next to me I can’t believe we’re over.
No matter who I meet, A corner of my heart is closed off and will always be reserved for you. There is no way you’ll come back but I continue to think that you might Why do I still believe this? Why won’t my heart listen to me?
Listen to my heartbeat It’s beating for you Listen to my heartbeat It’s waiting for you It doesn’t know its over I don’t understand why it’s like this Listen to my heartbeat It’s beating for you Listen to my heartbeat It’s waiting for you Thoughts of you still pain me But with every heartbeat I remember.
I have to forget, I can’t live while remembering I have to erase her If I don’t I’ll die. Stop trying to get her back She ain’t coming She’s gone Gotta be moving on She’s gone and won’t be coming back She doesn’t think about me at all.
She has no idea that I’m waiting for her and is living her life just fine. She’s already forgotten me Completely erased me So why can’t I do the same?
Listen to my heartbeat It’s beating for you Listen to my heartbeat It’s waiting for you It doesn’t know its over I don’t understand why it’s like this Listen to my heartbeat It’s beating for you Listen to my heartbeat It’s waiting for you Thoughts of you still pain me But with every heartbeat I remember.
My heart is beating Faster and faster My heart is beating Faster and faster My heart is beating Faster and faster My heart is beating Faster and faster
I got know about SBS Gayo Daejun after watching the cf teaser. Omg, the CF is sooooooo kawaaaaii~! ^^ Check it out. I bet you'll fell like wanna cuddle them. ^^ ;
Then me and Tsuki watch aaaall cuts of girls groups singing boys groups' songs and boys groups singing girls groups' songs. Uwaa~! I really love to watch them! :DD The girls do the Heartbeat, Ring Ding Dong, Heartbreaker and Sorry Sorry. ;D The Sorry Sorry performance is performed by some of SNSD's member, but non-exist of Taeyeon and Tiffany make it perfect. [;And boys, my fav are all of Muzik, Bo Beep Bo Beep, Sign and the cutest of all, Mister. Well, baby face Yo Seob is there. Of course it is. ^^ Here they are;
Girls Group;
Boys Group;
1- Gee
*look at Heechul oppa. Even women are not pretty as her him. :O
2- Bo Beep Bo Beep.
*Aww, 2PM got cute paws. ^__^ I love Nickhun and Wooyoung here. <3
3- Mister.
*Aww, Yo Seob oppa is sooooo cute! ^_^ Plus the cute guys, Nichkhun oppa, Wooyoung oppa and Gi Kwang oppa make it cuter! =3
4- Sign
*Lol, Jokwon! xD Hell yeah, nobody can't beat the ssanti king's dance. ;D Wait, he's on Gain part ? =) *Chansung oppaaaa ! :DD
5- Muzik
*At first I thought the blonde hair guy was Heechul. It's MBLAQ's cutie magnae Mir! =D Aww, he's so pretty! ^^ *p/s: Joon oppa looks hot here. ;D
I'll use Malay in this post to express my feeling . :)
Uwaa~ ! Rugi gila balik kampung Christmas harituuuu ! ><
At the very first plot on 25 December 2009, my whole family baru nak pack up barang-barang untuk balik kampung. Dahlaa Ummi sempat lagi nak sapu mop satu rumah. Omg, you can't imagine how my house was. It was veeery crowded. Haha, this reminded me of Home Alone. x] me and Tsuki was the first dah siap packing barang-barang. Sementara tunggu diorang sume, Yui sempat tengok 8tv cite Korea Sparkling Break Dance. Boring ouh. Nothing interested pun, but I spotted that tempat break dancing competition tu dekat Incheon, area rumah parents MBLAQ's Park Sang Hyun a.k.a Cheon Dung/Thunder, adik 2NE1's Dara. *Panjang gila explanation. xD* Ni pulak reminded me to MBLAQ's Mir bagi explanation rumah parents sape tah kat Star Golden Bell Challenge. Detailed gila. xD
Senaye, ada makna kenapa Yui bukak 8tv. Sejak azali lagi, Yui memang dah lama tertunggu-tunggu menanti M-NET AWARD kat 8tv pukul 1.30 pm masa Christmas haritu. Oleh yang demikian, saraf-saraf kepala otakYui pun makin binggeul binggeul *rujuk pada lagu b2st; bad girl* memikirkan macam mana nak tengok. Dah lama berfikir, Tsuki suddenly dapat idea. Her idea was pujuk Ummi Abah naik kereta Honda Ummi sebab ada tv. :D Yui dengan rasa happy tak terhingga can't resist the haengbok and jumping like a kangaroo. :DD At first, Abah nak naik kereta Pajero dia but thanks to Tsuki yang pandai pujuk orang kitorang ended naik Honda. Pheww, I'm so lucky to have a sister with Kpop love. :)
Abah started the engine and blast off on 12.30 pm. Tsuki and me keep waiting 1.30 pm to come. I hope it was 2PM to come but since 1.30 pm is a big time for KPop, I rather wait for 1.30 pm. x] We keep waiting, and waiting and waiting and stop! What? All of us except Abah will eat first while Abah pergi solat Jumaat?! Noooo! Yui tak perasan masa tu hari Jumaat. :OO Takpelah, Abah memang dah wajib kena solat so that's okay. But time makan tu Yui sangatlah resah gelisah takut tak sempat tengok, espeacially masa makan ayam. Yui makan ayam tu macam dah tade rasa pape dah. A few minutes ago, Abah datang and makan kejap. Sian Abah, lapar. Sementara abah makan tu, Yui & Tsuki sneaking masuk kereta and terus bukak tv. Haha, cuba teka sape muka mula-mula keluar kat tv tu? Joon's beloved daddy, Rain! :DD Dia bagi sepatah-dua ucapan. Omg, Rain was soooo Minhwan..? Haha, you betcha, they're really look alike. Well, Joon oppa's papa is hotter for sure. ;]
Lepas Abah dah haibs makan, kitorang teruskan perjalanan sambil menonton televisyen. Tetiba Ummi terfikir nak belikan kasut baru untuk Adam kejap sebab kasut dia sume dah kecik. So kitorang berhenti kat Budget Store somewhere around KL. Diorang sume keluar pergi beli kasut Adam kecuali the girls siblings; me, Tsuki and Arisha. Whoah~ it was a blast. 2PM singing Super Junior's U and SS501 singing DBSK's Rising Sun. Masa Rising Sun tu boleh nampak DBSK cheer up SS501.Yunho Papa & Changmin oppa siap berdiri tepuk tangan lagi. ^_^ Then masa Kim Shin Young announce pemenang untuk apa entah, Ummi Abah dah masuk kereta balik. Cuba bayangkan, it's just a 2 years old kid's shoes and my parents took 30 minutes untuk cari. Sounds weird huh? Senaye Ummi Abah belikan Yui and Arisha baju sekali. Saja je. Tsuki padan muka kesian sebab takde saiz baju. Alaa, kat almari baju tu dah belambak. Rileks laa.
Yui and Tsuki memang syok gila ah tengok haritu. My favourite was Wonder Girls' Nobody perforamnce. It was awesome. Sebelum diorang buat persembahan, dia ada tunjuk video. The vid was Wonder Girls' Soohee make-up in the dressing room. Pastu dia tunjuk ada mystery guy nak sneaking masuk dressing room tu. Then bila lelaki tu masuk, Soohee hilang and he revealed his face. Guess who? It was 2PM's Chansung. Haha, sakit perut tengok Chansung pakai baju sort of like detective. He was sooo innocent. ^^ Comel pun ada jugak. x] My second favourite was Big Bang and Lee Hyori's performance. They sang Lies and Haru Haru. Oh, Daesung's solo is my fav too. It was so funny. xD
Kitorang teruskan perjalanan sampai kat Petronas somewhere kat Melaka ni memang cari nahas dengan Yui. Masuk je kat Petronas tu line dah takde. Uwarghh~! Why Melaka did did this to me?! Because of that, Abah tutup terus tv sebab langsung dah tade siaran. *tooooooot* betul laa! =.= Lepas melihat Big Bang menghilang di depan mata, Yui terus tidur. Malas nak sakitkan hati lagi dengan kisah di Petronas.
Pastu Yui rasa mata Yui dah cukup lama berehat so Yui bangun dari tidur. Tengok-tengok dah sampai Muar. Heh, bagus sungguh tuan puteri dari planet pluto ni. Tak menikmati langsung perjalanan. x] Btw, sampai Muar je kitorang beli mee bandung. Mula-mula ingatkan nak makan mee bandung kat rumah Mak Tuk tapi tengok Mak Tuk dekat rumah Nek Wa, my only moyang. Kitorang singgahlaa datang rumah dia saja nak tengok dia. Sekarang ni dia tengah sakit. Kesian~ Dah tua sangat. Kesian jugak dekat Nek Wa sebab tak dapat makan mee bandung. :( Lepas makan mee bandung, Yui dengan Tsuki saja main lapTOP. Suddenly, an unexpected accident happened right before our eyes. Tok Ap nak tangkap sekor ayam jantan ni tapi tak dapat, then ayam tu tetiba terbang tapi dia salah landing. Ayam tu ter-landing kat akuarium ikan. Ikan tu gigit kaki ayam tu sekali & pukul ayam tu dengan ekor dia. Sebelum sempat ikan tu gigit lagi, Abah sempat ambik ayam tu. Lepas dah lepaskan ayam tu, tetiba ayam tu hinggap kat kaki Tsuki. Haha, Tsuki had a trauma with breathing chickens [ayam hiduplah tu] since that incident. xD Alaa, trauma trauma pun makan ayam jugak. Gedikk. :P
Maghrib dah masuk. Kitorang suma solat Maghrib dulu, jama' sekali dengan Isyak. Lepas dah habis solat, hehe~ Yui & Tsuki menanti jarum jam tepat menunjukkan pukul 8.30 pm. Boys Over Flower [BOF] ~! :DD Saja nak tengok balik kat 8tv. Dulu dah tayang kat KBS World.Tapi en, boringlah dia alih bahasa Cina. Tak nampak real. -,- Btw, we had a television war with our Abah. Dia nak tengok berita, kitorang nak tengok BOF. Nasib baik lah berita selalu banyak iklan, banayak chance nak tengok. Heee. :] Kitorang dengan syoknya, dengan terliur tengok kehenseman F4 [tadelaa sampai terliur. -.-], khusyuk tengok cite tu. Lama sikit tengok, tetiba Ummi tegur *pointing on Hyun Joong* "Ni bukan laki hensem yang rambut pelik kat tv haritu?" Whoahh, Yui terkejut gila Ummi ingat lagi muka Joongie oppa. 0_0 Ada sekali haritu Yui tengok cite Happy Together sambil urut kaki Ummi. Masa tu first tima Yui dengar Ummi sokong Yui yang berkenaan JKPOP nih. Yui jawab balik "A'ah, laki tu." and sengih macam kerang busuk. x] Haha, yea, it was suprising but more shocking is Ummi cakap dia hensem..? Wahh, memang terbukti bahawa kehenseman Joongie oppa memang tiada tandingannya. ;D *Park Jin Young lagi hensem lah! xDD*
Then kitorang balik rumah Mak Tuk letak baju-baju and siap-sedia tempat tidur kat ruang tamu. Kitorang malas nak tidur kat bilik Mak Ikin, takut dia bebel nanti. Maklumlah, kedekut taik hidung masin. Hajjah Bakhilah betul. -.- Nasib baik ruang tamu Mak Tuk besaw *Melaka-ian's*. Lebih kurang pukul 11.40 pm, sume orang dah tidur. Yui & Adam je tak boleh lelap lagi, sambil tengok cite Santa Claus 2. Santa tak hensem lah. If baby boo Wookie was the Santa, I would be the happiest girl on the whole universal. :D Haha, let's stop this nonsense. x] Lepas beberapa minit, tengok Adam kat sebelah dah pengsan. Yui sorang je tak tidur lagi. Heh, menyesal betul tidur awal kat kereta tadi. Tapi Alhamdulillah tak lama kemudian Yui tidur jugak.
Esok pagi Yui bangun pukul 6.30 am solat subuh + gosok gigi. Ya Allah, sejuk gila pagi-pagi kat kampung. ;O Oleh yang demikian, Yui tangguh mandi pukul 9 pg. Sejuk sangat, tak tahan dowh. =___=
Yui dah mandi, Tsuki dah mandi, Abah dah mandi, Ummi dah mandi, Arisha pun dah man.. Eh, senang cite sume orang dah mandi lah. Then kitorang terus off ke kenduri kahwin adik kepada Pak Cik Rosli bapak kepada Suhaimi a.k.a Emi, Zikri a.k.a Iki, Umairah and Danish. Nothing interesting there. Yui sempat lagi membebel-bebel, complain kat depan bilik pengantin. Btw, tema kenduri ni warna biru putih. Maklumlah, orang BN. Pak Cik Rosli en kerja dengan Ali Rustam hipokrit tuu~ ;] Ada sekali masa raya hari raya haritu Pak Cik Rosli ajak Abah beraya dekat rumah Ali Rustam. Haha, Abah sah lah ignore je. Abah orang Pas. x] PAS HWAITING! Haha, sengal! xD Anyways, we were suprised with that Pak Long and his family was come too. Heh, berani tunjuk muka lepas dah buat war kat rumah Mak Tuk. =,= But I saw Abah tegur dia bagi salam and shake hands. Malu dia~ Tu laa, suka sangat salah faham dengan orang. Err, let's stop with this cruel story. It's a long story, about a war of our family on Abah's side raya tahun ni. :/ Anyways, part yang terbaik kat kenduri tu en, Yui dapat belon kat pintu gerbang pengantin. Hehe, it's not a crime to be childish, rite? :P
Lepas habis kenduri, kitorang balik rumah. Tapi sebelum balik, kitorang solat Zohor kat satu masjid ni, dekat je dengan kenduri. Omg, speacial gila masjid tu. Dia macam ada rupa tokong cina sikit. Abah kata masjid tu ada unsur cina sikit dulu ada cina nama apa entah masuk Islam and made the mosque. I'm in love with the mosque. Seriously cantik gila. First of all, sebab rupa macam tokong sikit tu. Second, warna dia hijau lumut. Third, kat depan masjid tu terbentang luas rumput karpet. Can you imagine how beautiful is that? ;D Yui sempat tangkap 2 gambar je. Memory card dah penuh. T^T Dahlah memory card reader dah hilang. Nasib nasib~ :/
Lepas tu kitorang terus direct ke rumah terus. Tapi en, masa sampai kat Shah Alam, Ummi changed her mind nak beli pizza Domino's kejap, makan kat rumah. Lepas kitorang dah habis makan, terus blah balik rumah. Kitorang sampai lebih kurang pukul 10.30 pm. [; Our journey ends there. Nasib baik Ummi kemas rumah awal-awal kalau tidak balik nanti mesti kelam-kabut. Kamsahamnida Umma! Aishiteru yo~! =) Kitorang mandi dulu, tukar baju, kemas beg. Then baru kitorang makan pizza. Perghh, memang sedap hingga menjilat kaki lah! ;D Sambil tu kitorang tengok Majalah 3. Ugh~ spoil ouh Majalah 3. Apasal lah kali ni pasal parkour? Buat teringat mamat perasan terer buat parkour sambil bawak komik kat Kyoushi Saisei jeh. -,- Lepas tu kitorang buat apa? Tidurlaa ! Penat weyh~ Ok lah, rasanya dah panjang sangat bercerita ni. Byebye. (:
Do you remember when I'm talking about miracles? Well, here comes a miracle at my tuition. If you did read my previous post, do you remember about the girl named Syafiqah I met in the camp that unexpectedly become my tuition-mate? Well, she is my only rival FOR-E-VER. thanks Jokwon. x]
Why she? Okay, let me tell you from A-Z what happened in the tuition last night. During the break time, Syafiqah found there was the Korea flag on the wall. I was really suspicious something about her so I ask her "Does she likes KPop?" and guess what? Yes she does! =) Wow, it's really great to meet people with same interest. ;D We had to hold our conversation in the class because we got some homework to do. When class over, we went toward the gate and wear our shoes. Suddenly she accost me that we have the same shoes. Wow, another miracle happens! =) We laughed together while went down to the stairs.
Then, I look around weather ummi has come or not. Suddenly, again, she ask me that really shocked me. This is her question; "Do you know him?" and showed me her phone wallpaper. My eyes was like Nichkhun awhile. I was like "Of course I do 'cause it's my baby boo Wookie!" ;O I answer her with a lil scream. "Eh, ni Wookie! Kita pun minat dia." Since that time, I feel like I can’t accept the reality. Plus, my heart was beating so fast till reminds me of 2PM’s Heartbeat and I hope I can scold her as much as I want! But I can’t. I have to control my anger. Syafiqah is a nice friend. It’s fun to talk to her about KPop. It’s not worth to end this friendship because of Ryeowook even though I love hubby Wookie more than her, LOL. Omg, this is really stressing me and makes my head spinning around. I got no idea what to do but accepting the reality.
Wow, this really reminds me of Jokwon oppa and his Japanese rival, Tany. First, we got same shoes while Jokwon and that Tany got the same style. Second, I’m Jokwon and Syafiqah is Tany, LOL! xD Well duh, I love Wookie more than her does. ececeh. x] I don’t care if I’m Jokwon. He’s better than that Tany gedikk. x] Hurmm, I wonder is this what Jokwon felt when someone tried to takes his pride as the ssanti king? That’s ok, Kwon oppa. We share the same fate. But you got an advantage. Your ssanti dance better than Tany so you can keep your crown while me and Syafiqah… It’s hard for me to live with other Wookie’s fans. It’s really frustating me out! Bak kata pepatah Rei, Yui kalau ada ichiban memang sungguh-sungguh. Haha, seems like Rei already understands me. x] Well, that’s me! ;) Rules number one, I’ll leave my ichiban with reasonable reason(s), for sure. Rules number two, the two L’s; love and loyalty. [; Huhu, jiwang jugak ye Yui ni. x] But that is so true, rite? Back to the top, I think I had to pretend as a KPop lover on Syafiqah’s eyes. I mean not as Ryeowook’s wifey fan. I think I made the right decision. I hope it works! Let’s see what would happen between us next week. Bye~! :]
Last but never least, the wallpaper she use on her phone was this picture;
Wow, Youtube really helps us a lot in searching for kpop news, huh? Well, I guess you'll never realize that kpop can be much fun when kpop fans involded. ;D
Lol, I accidently found this video on Youtube when I watch 2PM's Heartbeat Performance on MAMA. You see, this korean kid imitating 2PM singing Heartbeat before studying. Wow, that's the brilliant-est crazy idea I ever heard. Heartbeat song is like a nervous feeling [err, nervous for undone homework...??] so I think singing can remove the feeling...?? ^^"" Haha, don't you think so? LOL, this kid can be the next 2PM. xD
Today Tsuki got a special event, something with her school. [my old school] My whole family did came there., included me. Umm, I can see Tsuki don't get many prizes like that Maggie-haired-boy Fahmy. Omg, that boy seriously got a big brain. ;O Macam-macam jenis hadiah dia dapat. Duh, he also got straight A's in UPSR and Mumtaz [cemerlang] for the PSRA. [Penilaian Sekolah Rendah Agama] Hey, Tsuki's bestfriend, Atikah not bad too what~ She got 5A's for UPSR and Jayid Jidan [Sangat baik] for PSRA, like Tsuki's. Ugh~ Dammit-! My memory card reader is lost so I can't transfer the pictures. >,<
Anyways, good luck for Tsuki and Atikah tomorrow. Both of them got an interview in the school they requested for their secondary school at Klang. It's a Maahad Tahfiz school for girls. Maa maa, they planned to go to the same school next year. Aww, how cute~ ^^ Btw, Tsuki also requesting for the Maahad Tahfiz in Tanah Merah, Kelantan. Tsuki said she's hoping for a NO from them. LOL! xD Woi, sekolah bagus tu, cik adik oi~ Rezeki depan mata jangan ditolak. :p
Btw, tadi masa kat majlis tu terjumpa kawan lama. You see, ramai kawan lama Yui semua sekolah asrama penuh sekarang. Yui je tak sebab Yui tak nak stay Kelantan. =,= Eh, Yui dulu dapat tau Maahad Tahfiz Perempuan kat Kelantan tau but I got a bad feeling about this, neither my mom. Anyways, sebab kawan-kawan Yui ramai dekat asrama, it's hard for me to contact them. Oh yea, the old friend I meant was Putra. Omg, Putra changed a lot! ;O I never thought he'll come.
Tapi en, the 'BEST' part about him is this Maahad Tahfiz Lelaki Kelantan's student, Putra Ahmad Mahirudin loves to play that stupid Dota game Firdaus anak lelaki Zaharin punya pasal Yui tau and he loves to shuffling and Hardstyle Republic. Ya Allah, moden sungguh hafiz kita sorang ni ye? xD Well, I guest it must be his lil brother's; Mizwar Tauge thanks for remind me back, Put! xD the top 5 annoying guy I ever met's influence. =,= Well well, at least Putra is still same like before, still friendly. :] Oh, talking about Mizwar, tadi dia pun datang. His old friend, Azim bajet pun datang but why they didn't talk tadi? 0_0 Lantaklah, hal lelaki, malas nak amik tau. -,-
Oh oh, after I got back home from the event, I went to the desktop and watch this SO-INTERESTING-GAY-MUCH video AGAIN. I bet KPOP fans must know Brown Eyed Girls' Abracadabra. ;D
but this time let me introduce to you the Dirty Eyed Girls. ;D It's a cut from 2PM + 2AM's Wild Bunny. Enjoy! ;D ;
How was it? Feels like at the pub, huh? xD Lol, geli-geliman eden tengok! xD Bape kali tengok masih naik bulu roma tengok. Espeacially bila tengok that guy in pink. His name is Jokwon, from 2AM. His moves are the boom! xDD
Ya Allah, kalau mamat-mamat bapuk ni ada dekat sini sekarang sah dah lama kena dengan pencegah maksiat ouh. xD
OMG, OMG! The MV is out! :D Our cute Thailand Prince Nickhun oppa looks hot here. ;D But the dance steps looks like zombies. Wokayy, kinda scary. ~____~""
But... someone is missing. Where's Jaebeom? :(
Romaji;
Can you feel my heartbeat?
heartbeat (beat, beat, beat, beat)
hearbeat (beat, beat, beat, beat)
niga jitbalbgo ddeonan shimjangi
ajikdo ddwigo issuh
geugutdo neoleul hyanghae
ijeulyeogo amooli nolyukhaebwado
saelowoon saramdeuleun amoori mannabado
gaesok dashi ddo dashi dolaseomyun wae ni senggakman naneunji
ggeutnatdaneun gul ajikdo molla wae ileoneunji ihaega an ga
listen to my heartbeat (it's beating for you)
listen to my heartbeat (it's waiting for you)
nuh eh senggakae ajikdo apa gaseumi ddwilddae mada senggakna
my heart is beating faster and faster
my heart is beating faster and faster
my heart is beating faster and faster
my heart is beating faster and faster
Hangul;
Can you feel my heartbeat? Heartbeat Heartbeat 니가 짓밟고 떠난 심장이 아직도 뛰고 있어 그것도 너를 향해
잊으려고 아무리 노력해봐도 새로운 사람들을 아무리 만나봐도 계속 다시 또 다시 돌아서면 왜 니 생각만 나는지 안 할래 그만할래 아무리 내 자신을 달래고 또 달래봐도 아무 소용이 없어 내 심장이 고장나 버렸어 왜
왜 아직도 나는 이런 바보 같은 짓을 하는지 머리론 알겠는데 가슴은 왜 지 맘대론지 너를 잡고 놓지를 못 해 지금도 니가 나의 곁에 있는 것 같애 이별을 믿지 못 해
누굴 만나도 마음 속 한 곳은 열지 못 하고 계속 니 자릴 비워놔 올 리가 없는데 올지도 모른다고 왜 믿는지 가슴이 왜 말을 안 듣니
Listen to my heartbeat It’s beating for you Listen to my heartbeat It’s waiting for you 끝났다는 걸 아직도 몰라 왜 이러는지 이해가 안 가 Listen to my heartbeat It’s beating for you Listen to my heartbeat It’s waiting for you 너의 생각에 아직도 아파 가슴이 뛸 때마다 생각 나
잊어야 해 잊어야 살 수 있어 지워 버려야만 해 안 그러면 내가 죽어 Stop trying to get her back She ain’t coming She’s gone Gotta be moving on 갔어 오지 않아 그녀는 니 생각 하지 않아
그녀는 내가 기다리는 걸 전혀 모른 채 잘 살고 있어 그녀는 이미 날 잊었어 완전히 지웠어 왜 나는 그렇게 못 하니
Listen to my Heartbeat It’s beating for you Listen to my Heartbeat It’s waiting for you 끝났다는 걸 아직도 몰라 왜 이러는지 이해가 안 가 Listen to my Heartbeat It’s beating for you Listen to my Heartbeat It’s waiting for you 너의 생각에 아직도 아파 가슴이 뛸 때 마다 생각 나
My heart is beating Faster and faster My heart is beating Faster and faster My heart is beating Faster and faster My heart is beating Faster and faster
Translation;
Can you feel my heartbeat?
Heartbeat Heartbeat The heart you stomped on and left is still beating. It still beats…for you.
No matter how hard I try to forget No matter how many new people I meet I don’t know why again and again I turn around and think of you. “I don’t want to. I want to stop!” No matter how much I plead with myself It’s all useless. Why? Is my heart broken?
Why do I still do these foolish things? My head knows it’s stupid but my heart does whatever it wants. I can’t let you go I still feel like you’re next to me I can’t believe we’re over.
No matter who I meet, A corner of my heart is closed off and will always be reserved for you. There is no way you’ll come back but I continue to think that you might Why do I still believe this? Why won’t my heart listen to me?
Listen to my heartbeat It’s beating for you Listen to my heartbeat It’s waiting for you It doesn’t know its over I don’t understand why it’s like this Listen to my heartbeat It’s beating for you Listen to my heartbeat It’s waiting for you Thoughts of you still pain me But with every heartbeat I remember.
I have to forget, I can’t live while remembering I have to erase her If I don’t I’ll die. Stop trying to get her back She ain’t coming She’s gone Gotta be moving on She’s gone and won’t be coming back She doesn’t think about me at all.
She has no idea that I’m waiting for her and is living her life just fine. She’s already forgotten me Completely erased me So why can’t I do the same?
Listen to my heartbeat It’s beating for you Listen to my heartbeat It’s waiting for you It doesn’t know its over I don’t understand why it’s like this Listen to my heartbeat It’s beating for you Listen to my heartbeat It’s waiting for you Thoughts of you still pain me But with every heartbeat I remember.
My heart is beating Faster and faster My heart is beating Faster and faster My heart is beating Faster and faster My heart is beating Faster and faster
The Writer: Nur Aifa Mohd Raub
Born Day: 13 July 1995
Country: Malaysia
Fav Color: Simply black and white, plus green
I don't express my feeling well, I prefer keep things inside. I can be quite shy too ^▵^ My temper is no joke once you reach my patience limit, though I have that "kind" face. Yes, I have a complicated personality but people can count on me. You can tell that i'm still childish lol. I'm a choding afterall. Me in virtual world is waaay different than me in real life. I'm a night person, a metaphor of owls. In other words, internet causes me semi-insomnia almost every night sobseu ;~;
I ♡ KPOP
Fav Foods and Drinks: Omma's cook ♡ And of course, caffeine.
Fav Artist: Infinite, EXO, CN Blue, Juniel, Teen Top, Nell, Phantom, Standing Egg.
Fav things : Online, tweeting, stalking oppa, sleeping, collecting origami stars and other kawaii things, fangirling.
Us
Nickname: Myungfa
Special Date: 11 June 2010
Journey: 2 years, 7 months & still counting
Hope: You and I, married.
Myungfa is our nickname which combine our name together. I love checkered shirts, and so does he. I believe this is destiny lol. I've been a fan of him since Infinite debut days which was 11th June 2010. I may own lots of biases but he is forever my ultimate one, my ichiban. There are lots of things to tell about him but what matter the most is I love him. I wish you happiness, bb. Thanks for being a part of my life. You don't know how grateful am I to found you. I deeply hope the day of our meeting will come one day. <3
